friday

today was an okay day, kind of disappointing... i dont really know what to think anymore. sierra vista is out of the question for this weekend.. i just, i dont know. its like every time i think about him i get sick with sadness, i get terrified and then remember what he did, that thought brings me anger and then i yell. this has been going on for a few days but i feel myself moving on and getting over him. im liking it and am excited to get over this completely..

to my readers....

im sorry if these posts are boring, they are meant for me now, not really for anyone else...