nau.....

in a week i will be doing the same thing that i am doing right now.. crying and thinking about tito.. my heart will ache ten times worse and my arms will tense at the thought of holding him and him holding me.. my mind will jumble with thoughts of leaving him and missing him.. my eyes will swell and lose sight of everything and wont open untill he is next to me. i dont want to go.. so why do i have to? why does he want me to leave so bad? why would anyone want the love of their life to leave them in a state of deppression? i dont understand... why put this on us.. why push this onto us. why? my aching heart will not be able to bare it and i will never be able to handle thisss... heal my aching heart and take me away.. before my heart grows cold with sadness and utter despair..

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