Today is turning out to be a terrible day. i have woken up in a bad mood everyday this week. My bishop thinks i need to go to the doctors but i am just fine. well... at least sometimes i feel like i am fine.i dont feel like the old me. i feel like when im alone i attack myself mentally and cant stand to be in my own presence. the only time i dont care about myself is when i am reading or even when i am with my roomates. i feel like nobody understands.. tito thinks i am selfish but it's not my fault that i am thinking this way. i have no idea why i am thinking this way. i cry and scream wondering why i can't be like other people. happy. i wannt so badly to be normal and live a happy life. but i can't. blog, what is wrong with me?..
love,
L!Z
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