i wish

some days i wish i was someone else. not this boring girl. not this stupid girl who cant push herself to do anything. i don't even want to wake up in the mornings. i don't want to leave my bed... this weekend was different. it just made me wonder even more about myself... im scared. i am going to be so alone next year... i am so scared...elyse is leaving.. jon is gone..tito is leaving..my roommates are leaving.. armando and andrew are gone. josh, jared, and carter left.. i cant do it.. i might as well leave too.... all the cool kids are doing it...

bye,

liz