4th of july..

i have been starring at this empty blog post for a while now and can not fill it with words that describe last night. i guess in a way you could say it was memorable and somewhat emotional. things like wearing a ring or locking yourself in a bathroom can trigger the memories in a brain and make things confusing and delightful, all at the same time. things from the past can be brought up in a positive manner, even if, at the time they were not pleasant at all. through all the pain and tears has come something good, a new me. i know that getting through this relationship will be hard but isn't that how they are suppose to be? and i am willing to work at us and make things right. it will definitely be a battle but i know in the end, love WILL win. this love that is growing back to unconditional love will never be brought down and will never go through this pain ever again. i pray to god that it does not have to shed one more tear and leave another time. please love me in all that i do and support me no matter what, because i know now what i want and i know now who i am. accept me the way i love and accept you.

Elizabeth Villalobos