4th of july

so, i pretty much hate stupid people. ugh. I'm in such a bad mood today and its all because of last night. i was doing perfectly fine and now I'm so confused.. i miss him more then ever and i cried last night thinking about him. but what do i do?? i was hurt so many times and I'm so sick with sadness now because of everything. i want to be able to forgive but i don't think i will ever to be able to forget. i know i still love him and i know that these feelings are true but i cant keep hurting like this. i cant keep being this cold hearted person. god! i cant get him out of my head. I'm so sorry isael, i miss you and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything... i just cant keep doing this. the pain is now too deep to ever go away. i just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm sorry.

Elizabeth Villalobos