sick

today i went to Hamilton high to go swimming with my family. i tanned and i think i got a little too much sun because now i feel super super sick. i hate it, this always happens to me. oh well. i need a night in anyways. so im hopefully getting my tattoo tomorrow and then im trying to convince my mom to let me get two studs by my eyes. hopefully she will let me. ugghh. i haven't been in a bad mood lately but i am in one today:( i have no idea why.. uggh. why did i have to call him yesterday?? and why did he have to make a big deal out of it?? we were just lost and eventually found our way home. last night was pretty crazy. well i feel sick and everyone is going out except for me, so i dont really know what to do. i hate being home alone:(

her name was called in love while i watched from the side

my name was called in anger while she laughed from far behind

skin so deep and hearts so cold

not to recognize and not to hold

those arms are now filled with her

and my eyes are now filled with fear

you brought me to this

and now my body is not missed